Smiles from the threshold of the year to come,
Whispering ‘it will be happier’…”
First of all, Happy New Year, everybody! I hope 2019 will be an amazing and blessed year for all of you!
I am amazed by how fast 2018 passed by. I mean, in one minute, I was starting my year inside a factory, working like a crazy, and at another minute, I was already celebrating Christmas with my boyfriend.
2018 was definitely a crazy year for me. I quit my job that I had been working in for more than 10 years. Yeah, I finally had the guts to do that. But I had to go deep down to the hell before realising how badly stressed I was. I was always mad with everybody around me. I was angry with myself because I was feeling like I was a coward for not having the courage to change what I wanted to change. I was in my comfort zone. I was scared of leaving my job because I thought that I couldn’t find a new one that better suited me. I wanted to be a writer, I wanted to dedicate myself to my books, to create a blog and make my dreams come true. But I’d arrive home everyday feeling so freaking tired and pissed off that I didn’t feel like writing. I could feel that my mind was off and there was something very wrong with me. I started having some health problems due to my work and my relationship with my boyfriend was hanging by a thread. So I decided to take a break and go to Brazil to spend quality time with my family. I must say that it was a blessing because I love my family and I was missing them like crazy.
When I got back here, I was feeling so much better, and my mind was clear once again. I felt ready to begin my life all over again and leave my comfort zone. It’s scary as hell, but I am not going to give up. When I gave up my dreams to live a secure life with secure payment, I died inside. Don’t take me wrong, I’ll be forever grateful for everything that my previous job had done for me. I made a lot of friends there, and it was that job that helped me to grow a lot and paid my bills. But it’s time to move on!
So this is my new year’s resolution: to be myself, to never give up my dreams. To follow my heart and do my best to live for what I was born to. I love to write, and that’s what I’m going to dedicate my life to: writing.
I can’t wait to see what this year is going to bring into my life. It’s like what I always tell you, guys! Never lose hope! 🙂
I’m excited to share with you my 2019 and the years that are yet to come! This is going to be amazing!